When is forgiving someone over and over again too much? I really don't understand this part of my emotions, is it natural human instinct to forgive people when they do something wrong to you? I have went by everyone saying that things will be different the next time around for the longest time. I don't see any differences, all I see is more of the same. Someone apologizes to you for abandoning you as a friend, come back to you, you forgive them for they are your friend, then they abandon you once more. This is just a basic example of what I mean, the more and more I look at some of the people around me they are nothing more but things that repeat the same functions over and over again. I also notice how I am becoming more disturbed about the little things that go wrong when I try to be a good person. I let someone us my computer, which I have put a lot of time and money into, and I leave for a few days only to find that my $140 mouse is acting up. Is this what I get for being a good person? If so then what is the point? Jesus it sounds like all I do is complain at times, because I am clueless on what to do now? Do I become a person who does nothing for anyone but himself? To my mind then there is less of a factor to have things mess up. Would anyone care to explain to me why the side of Evil seems to have more to gain than the side of Good?
12/04/2009
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